It’s official. I’ve now been out of work a week. I’ve gone through so many emotions to end up being frustrated and sad, and confused and regretful. I moved to Washington for this job. I could still be in California and be making money. However, I would be away from my family.

I’ve discovered that putting my shoes on today made me feel like I had a purpose, even if i didn’t actually go anywhere except to mow the front and backyard. Which I suppose is a perk. But other than that the downside is so much more. I feel like a failure. The guy who laid me off, is trying to not fold the label, he is going to make the interns I hired try to put out the last project I was working on. I’m sorry but it really makes me mad to think he is going to use the interns that I hired to finish a project I laid all the groundwork for using my friends / relationships to get this done. He then posted this as a twitter today  ”Taking the office on a field trip to Dennys today. GRAND SLAMS ON THE BOSS TODAY PEOPLE!! It’s your lucky day if you work @destinyww!” Now I know that it’s free day at Denny’s but I follow him and it kinda hurt to read that. I wish I worked somewhere. To top that off he texted me yesterday to meet up so I can transition everything to him.

Tomorrow I’m heading to a job fair. The only thing I can hope for is that it will get me out of the house for a day.

-By fellow tumblr +likesdinosaurs.

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